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so sleep alone tonight
n isnani ms .loves Allah . fond of Yellow & Purple. needs Fityan Assyakirin. Family,Friends,Educators,Love - My Heartbeat. |
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 T-E-A-C-HThe New profession i'm holding on to. still coping. still adapting. just to make that small difference, in the small little ones life. aint saying that its easy for every little step i take. some times, i fall hard too. but i got to get up again, carry on with the baby steps, and try to avoid the same mistakes, so that i wont fall again. thank You Allah for always being there. for the wonderful people who's there to constantly give encouragement. :) But i do miss. miss that small group of people.(FA :D) who've made a big difference in my life. its time for a meet up. prepare yourself for it ok?*hint hint* till then, take care! love you guys lots. *hugs* ;) just a short update. will update soon insya-Allah! Allah selalu ingat kite. Kite aje yang lupa Allah - a Reminder. to you, Thank You for always being there :) Allah, Allah, Allah. Kuat kan lah iman ku. bantu aku dalam mengingati diri-Mu. AllahummaAmin!
"The Best".
i want to be that SpongeBob of Your Life. no one is perfect. we make mistakes. we try to perfect it. but at the end of the day, we're just trying to be the best. 'The Best'. i want to be the best. but it aint as easy as how you spell it. i want the best for myself. i want the best for my family. i want the best for Everyone. i've come to realise that. i've not been doing things because i love what i'm doing for the last 18 years. but i'm doing it cos i feel its the best. and i've come to a point where i ask myself, " What i Love doing, exactly? " still chanting the same question. The Best. Love Being The Best. Hate having The Best. cos Being The Best makes everyone Happy. but Having The Best at times makes me suffer. searching... i've too many concerns. but the concerns is what completes me. perhaps Being the best and Having the best, is just 'The Best'. well, Allah knows best. this IS what i've been through afterall. i'll leave it all to Him. and i'm sure, I'll be Happy. Always (: Give and Take. Less or More. This or That. You cant always have everything that's Good. Cos what's negative at times brings out something Positive ;)) World / Dunia. Why are you so complex? :X btw, the pic was taken from Amalina's blog. thank You for triggering something on me. (: 
 still here for the both of you, i still am. love you like how i used to ; never changed. you are Not alone (:
on a random note: sakura clementi , manhattan fish, its a want, i know. but i'm CRAVING for it! heeee ;D "Oh Allah, if this is the new journey You've planned for me, then i hope for a smooth journey. a journey full of confidence and passion. a journey full of patience. a journey where everyone can benefit from it. Ya Allah, jangan lah sesekali aku menyusahkan orang lain semasa mengharungi perjalanan yang satu ini. Dan moga Engkau tunjukkan aku jalan yang terbaik. For i know, You wont put me to it if i cant go thru it. tell me, show me signs if this is the best for me. Amin Ya Rabb."
"i.have.visions.visions.of.tomorrow.but.i.aint.sure.if.i'm.able.to.execute.it." 
I Love Them (: "lets stay true to one another. lets make sure this carries on forever. till marriage comes. till we have our own children. grandchildren hopefully, insya-Allah. if our heart stays together, we'll be strong forever. i dont know what's installed for all of us in the future, but i hope, we'll be together forever, my dear brothers & sisters. lets not lose hope (: "
i've seen it come and go. some stayed true. some just lost it. i kept silent. but secretly i cry. i tried to keep myself composed. but it didnt get well. day by day. i waited. for time to heal everything. replaced. loved. hugs. listening ear. pricked. personal. problems. time. open. misses. close. smiles. laughters. clues. if only things was alright, then it wont be this hard. miserable. job. money. seperation. pain. hurt. tears. heartbreaks. fights. strong. Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. sembuhkan lah. berikan aku kekuatan. subahanAllah! masya-Allah! maybe the way you see me have changed. i leave it to you. its in your hands. you told me everything. you said it was your fault. but i saw some of mine which you've pointed out along the way. i'm sorry for neglecting you if that is what you feel. i thought things used to be what it is before. and there wasnt any problems to it. i just wonder why things changed. maybe you've beared with me for a long time. that's why. i know, everything was for me. it was for me to see and understand. from the bottom of my heart, i'm sorry if i've hurt you in any way. truly am. dont get me wrong. dont get me wrong. i still love you the same *hearts* i have so much to say, but i dont want to hurt. Oh Allah, take it away from me. to You, just You, i turn to. i'm removing it, to make sure that its just you that i turn to. heal it Oh Allah. help me. Forgive me if i've hurt their hearts, Oh Allah! lembutkan hati mereka agar mereka dapat memaafkan diri ini juga :'( i've kept things from you & everyone else, cos its too personal. cos some things are not meant to be shared.cos its only meant for me. do you understand? dont make me cry will you? oh, forgive me! :( Allah. Allah. Allah. Allah. sesungguhnya Engkau maha mengetahui apa yg terbaik buat hambaMu. Berilah petunjukMu. Alhamdulillah diatas segala nikmatMu. SubahanAllah.
 Well, i must say that, i truly miss all the people who've entered my life. Even if its for a short while. i miss those moments. i miss the time we spent together. at times i tear over things. i tear for you. cos those beautiful memories are just too good that, i wish it can come back. but what's done cant be undone. yes, time change. people change. but have you asked why they change? we make decisions in our life. we try to make the best for not us, but for everyone around us. well, the word is, we tried. its for nothing but the best. we make decisions for a reason. and things happen for a reason. at times, its beyond our control. we're just human beings afterall. things are just too much to handle at times.
u-n-d-e-r-s-t-a-n-d-i-n-g.
i dont wish for you to go.
i dont wish for this to end.
cos i believe we can still make something out of this and mend things.
let's just forget about what have happened, whether we realise it or not.
and start to let things be like how it used to be.
I Miss You :(
tears fall ; sensitive.i'm avoiding ; yes i do. cos i was just trying ; but did it help? i'll be there ; but am i needed? help ; "just doing my job" ? be the best ; " but not everyone likes you being the best " ? leave ; if not needed anymore. just be You ; and that will do wonders. well for now, I'm fine. On my Own. Friends, just make sure that you dont get cheated into doing things that you aint like or you least expect. Money is not everything. and Money is NOT = "Bring You Far". a Simple Life does not mean having to worry about nothing. But its about having equal shares of everything. Hardships, Happiness, Love, Hate and everything else. Dont let Money blind your eyes and Rule you. "Harta Dunia bukan segalanya" :))
" Run. Fly. Isolate. " well, i think i have issues with humans. No? :O
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