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Wednessday: 4 October 2006
Got It Back......
Yeah.....i got back most of my papers oredi...onli waiting for my mother toungue paper and my humnanities paper....hmmm....u all must b wanting to knw how i fair in all my test papers....hmmm...i feel rather.....how to put it huh?hmmm....the test papers were all fairly easy but the prob is tat....most of the things tat i've studied about didnt came out and it have reali brought my marks down.....but i'm glad tat at least i have passed my F&N cos i think tat paper was a little bit too difficult....hmmm..but it was fine...bout maths...WooW...i shud say tat.....THE QUESTION IN IT,ALL I CUD DOOO!!!!!but....the prob is....mayb time....and CARELESSNESS!!!!!!most off the wrongs were all carelesness!!!!!i hate to see myself doing careless mistakes cos it reali brought my marks down!if u were to see my test papers...u wud see tat i wud write careless mistakes all over!i hate myself becos of this man!how come small little things i cant do......please lah isnani.....wat is this.....all of it!......haiz.....cant say nimore....if it were to be onli maths...i wouldnt mind....but it seems like it have been like almost all the subjects....maths,physics,chem.....and its obvious how i've faired aftr telling u all these.....i hope...the papers tat i'm gonna get todae...will help enlighten me...hope so.....
i just dunno wat to say to myself......i think wat mrs quek have said to me is right....the way i've studied was wrong indeed.....i was blindly..memorising all the way without understanding a single thing.....she says tat....i cant go more in depth in all the questions.....i did not use my basic knowledge and all......it was bad man!i practically have to understand it....noy keeping on memorising!it goes to all the subjects and not just F&N.....hmmm...all i can do now....is to do well during my 'o'levels.....and remember not to mke those mistakes nimore.....the asnwers was all there but i did not insert it into the question.....i knw i can do it.....even my teachers know i can do it....they just don wanna hurt me.....and i knw it.....i think they do knw my mistakes...they do knw tat i knw wat the answers were to the questions....esp my maths teacher.....she've been looking at my glum face and have been smiling....trying hard to make me smile too......i shudnt have given her those kind of marks....truly saying...she have been helping me alot...together with my tuition teacher....yeah....practically they have both helped me a lot.....thanx....but i'm sorie....i was ignorant to it....i'm sorie.....
Yana....u knw wat......i guess......i oredi understand wat u feel wen aishah was like not wanting to talk to u and all wen u feel u wanted to drop art tat day.....cos she reali did tat to me yesterday.....
gurls....these is all i cud say....
i think....now is not the right time for u to give up on me....not now pls......i reali need ur guidance....at least be with me....encourage me to face up with things......don leave me in the lurch like tat ok....dot let me suffer all these by myself.....pls dun....i'm afraid...i'm afraid to face this by myself...i want u to b there both during my happy moments and my sad moments....
be there.....Do be there.....please...tat is the onli thing i'm asking from u...i beg of u.....please.......
lotsa luv,
=isnani=
assalamualaikum(5:45 am, 4 october 2006)
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