Sunday: 19 October 2006
haiz....wat's happening? this post goes to my family members who have now have life of their own.... Mum>>hey mum....cant u just stop shouting at me?cant u just speak to me as slowly and as calmly as possible?actuali...i'm the same as bro...who needs all ur full attention..i reali need it mum...why cant u just forgive all my mistakes as willingly adn as easy as u forgive bro?why cant i get the same treatment as bro?i reali need u by my side now mum...i reali need u...i'm going through a tough life now...and i reali need u....i reali need ur guide....pls mum....don keep urself away from me....pls mum....it reali saddens me to see how u treat me....i knw...mayb u don realise it....but can u put urself in my shoes wen u scold me or do something to me?pls?cos i reali need u to understand wat i feel now.....pls mum...tats all i ask frm u... Bro>>hey bro...do u knw tat u have been creating problems non stop for us?mayb u think its cool but its reali NOT!pls bro...stop making mum adn dad worry bout u....pls don let mum loses her attention on me and give all her full attention to u....i need her too bro...we have onli one mum...and we need to share her..pls put urself in my shoe...i knw u understand precisely bcos u r my TWIN...so don...don act as if u don understand it....can u??pls lah bro....change ur attitude....stop fooling around with ur frens out there and neglect us ur family....i try okay...i try to make them happy..even if i have to neglect my exams....y cant u?y cant u make tat sacrifice?pls undertand me...pls,pls,pls!!! Dad>>>hey dad....hais...i dunno how to talk bout u....do u realise tat u have been like a small little baby eversince u reached 45 yrs old??i don understand why we must always listen to ur nonsense?cant u just grow up and be someone who is reali of ur age??pls dad...u reali need to change ur attitidude....it reali irritates us.....and one more thing..can u change ur perspective on "every time we go out on shopping,we MUST buy something"?cos tat shudnt be one of ur principles in life...we are having a hard time here dad....pls help us in some ways....i will reali thank u if u can do tat.... hey ppl...i'm not trying to be rude here..but this is reali wat i feel is happening at home...i hope u all don mind me writing my tots about this here...cos i reali cant take it nimore...i dunno who to talk to..i hope its alrite... tats all for today...i feel betta now.... lotsa luv, ::isnani::