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i've been missing u gurls all this while....and i've never forget u gurls...not even for a minute...i hope tat every single minute i cud be with u gurls....but its just impossible....every single one of u have ur own commitment...i myself do have my own commitment...we just have to get on with life...u gurls must be thinking tat i'm having a good life...but deep inside i'm not...working is not a good thing...i just hope i cud enjoy life like u do...i want to become like any other teenagers too...but,i just cant u see....my life is very different...work is HELL...it has never been great...my self esteem have never been high during my working days....not like school life....i've practiced wat i've learnt in school,but it have never been fruitful...each time i work,i just hope there cud be anyone of u with me so tat i cud share all my problems...so tat i cud share with u my joy working with customers...so tat i wud never be lonely each time i eat my dinner/lunch...so tat i have someone to talk to. life wud be very different now...u gurls wud have ur own life in future...we will never share the same thing...and i can never put myself in ur place...i'm sorry if i couldnt help u gurls in future...i'm reali sorry... i never wanna seek attention...i just wrote this to explain to u gurls how i feel deep inside so tat u wont think the thing which actuali didnt occur in my mind.... i yearn alot to go back to school to offer my help....but i dont knw how to face everyone there...i'm hopeless u see...so i reali hope u gurls wud understand....i reali miss u ririn,khai,shamin....i miss NPCC...i miss it alot!i reali do....i wanna keep myself positive....and NPCC have helped me alot in staying positive...BUT....i cant drop by to school....i reali cant...its too shameful... i hope u gurls are having great time out there....cos i don want u gurls to be like me....it reali hurts deep inside....and i don want u gurls to get hurt....learn from my experience....study hard...don play around once u gurls get into poly...get serious alrite gurls....its reali difficult in the working line...so,study hard...so tat u gurls can be the one bossing ppl around and not them who boss u around....get me? lastly,always remember,tat i love u gurls LOADS LOADS LOADS....and i cant stop missing u gurls...and...if u all have the time...do pray for my health and pray to GOD to give me the strength to carry on with my life....in ur prayers.... i will always drop by to ur blog...or if u have no blog,i will try to get myself updated about u in any way...remember,i will always get myself updated about u... and i want u all to knw this,if i don tag,tat doesnt mean tat i don visit...okay? i love to read bout ur daily life...and it reali perks me up to see tat u gurls are doing well.... i'll stop here... don forget to take good care of urself.... GOODBYE.... I LOVE U GURLS SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!
lotsa luv,
=isnani=
Posted on: Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Posted at: 3:25 pm