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so sleep alone tonight
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Thursday: 8 March 2007
hard to say.....but i just cant tell u how i had fair in my JAE..i just cant bring myself to tell...not just yet.the blow is too much for me.and i think i just cant take it anymore.Close frens....everything tat u have seen b4 this....its all false....cos deep inside my heart.....onli god knws wats happening....i don knw how to ilustrate it....i don knw wat to say...wat to feel....wat to expect....i just don...i'm feeling hopeless now....by now...u shud all knw wat i'm epecting from my JAE....there is no need for me to explain it....i just don need to....
i don knw wats installed for me...and wat i'm thinking in my mind rite now is....its just the end...for me....its reali the end...
i'm tired.i'm just too tired.sometimes..i just feel tat....i just wanna sleep and shut myself out of this world.i reali do.i wanna shut myself.i cant bear with the blow.its too MUCH.TWO blows.and tats it.i've had enuf of it.i reali do.
i'm still hoping...yes...i'm still waiting for hope and miracle...i'm still trying.but i hope,this time wud be a success.i hope so.insyallah...
hey.i'm gonna be alone now.real alone.from now on....if miracle were not to happen....u guys will leave me....yes...leave me...there is no need for u to say...but yes,i knw....u wud all be busy....forgetting me....wud be easy....i don knw if i'm prepared for it.but i'm scared to be all by myself....however,i have to bare with it.cos i cant ask for ppl's sympathy,begging for their love and care...tats is very not me.
i just need a break.but with my situation like this....i don think i can.there is so much for me to prepare with so little time.but i need my BREAK.I WANT MY BREAK!!!!!!
give me way please...........
i wanna give myself real shout...
hope this wud help.....
ARGhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........
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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...................................................
i don think tats enuf.
but theres nothing much i can do.
not much............
okay....i'll stop all my cries now.
it will be too much for u guys
so i'll stop here.
for the time being.
i'll just make do with all the crying i have here...back home
hope it will be enuf to make me calm....
insyallah...
ya Allah....kau beri kan lah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua ini.aku meminta kepada mu.
aku bermohon ya Allah.Amin.
lotsa cries from me,
=isnani=
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