so sleep alone tonight
n isnani ms .
loves Allah .
fond of Yellow & Purple.
needs Fityan Assyakirin.
Family,Friends,Educators,Love - My Heartbeat.
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afiqah
fadilah
iqahh
fatin
atiqah lee
afidah
suria
amalina
nadia
khalisah
nisa
sabrina
nisaaa
rafie
hazwin
hazwan


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"I'm confused...i feel like as if everything in me is going chaotic...nothing is perfect anymore..i can feel that it is not going to be as perfect as it used to be before this...i'm beginning to feel and touched by things... friendship...what does it mean?does looks,appearance, what the person is like matters?i knw....a lot of the ppl i've just met nowadays don knw me just yet...but all i wanna say is...hey...tat is me...i hope you will accept me as who i am...for all i knw,yes...i am close and get along well with guy friends but that doesnt mean that i like them or something...that is my nature....i relate better with them and dont ask me why...cos i dunno what are the reasons to it... please dont be scared of me...i mean no harm...i just want to be friends...i just want to know u friends better and i knw maybe i make the wrong actions or something to knw u friends better but that is me....i hope you can accept how i act now cos i am still trying to adjust myself to suit to you friends...i'm trying real hard...give me a chance.... i have to admit that my life without friends is very empty...i guess...i still want to be with all my secondary school friends...they know me best...and especially my buddy...liyana...i really miss her....she's where i always pour my feelings to...and yeah...she really make me feel all calm again... i hate to talk about this issue...i seem so desperate....but i still have to face reality....i need friends...i need love,i need care...this issue is what i always think about most...they never fail to touch my heart and make me cry...it's not about the sense of belonging...i just need friends to cheer me up...give me support and you know...do every activity with me...my life feels empty...how i wish i can meet at least 1 person who treasures the friendship we have like i treasure that friendship... I WANT MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE...it is not as complicated as this...do i really have to do this alone?oh please...give me the strength...it's not easy... come back old me...come back...i dont want the new ME...it is absolutely not NUR ISNANI BINTE MOHD SHARIFF...out of me evil devil!!!out of ME!!!!i HATE YOU!!!get out of me DEVIL!!!! oh gosh...i'm bursting into tears..." to you people out there...i guess malay peeps will understand it better...this is for you...and this is what i really feel...enjoy... Saat gembira tertawa Saat berduka kita sama-sama Duduk bermuram durja Kita saling memerlukan Menghormati satu ikatan Itulah... ertinya persahabatan Ada kalanya terkasar bahasa Tapi kita saling memaafinya Pahit manis kecapi bersama Bersatu hadapi segala Bersamalah teman kita hargai Mahkota suci Bersamalah teman kita harungi Istana erti persahabatan Berkekalanlah hendaknya Kemesraan diantara kita Seandainya tak lagi bersama Semat kenangan mengusik jiwa pls wait for the song to load so that you all will get to hear the full song aite...i hope u like it too.. i must admit...i am sensitive.... (p.s: this is not meant to hurt anyone...i just need to pour out my feelings...i hope you all understand)
lots of love,
::isnani::
Posted on: Thursday, August 02, 2007
Posted at: 7:36 pm