i cant understand why you always see the good side of me and never the bad side. i can never understand why you will never get angry at me, no matter how much hate words i throw to you, no matter how i've scolded you, no matter how much bad things that i've talked about you behind your back. why cant you notice all that and put it into cosideration to hate me?WHY WHY WHY???
sometimes i ask myself if i was fortunate to have you. but i hate it when you never ever got angry at me and could only see the good side of me!do you know how much unfairness that i've done to you?why you always make me feel guilty?dearest....dont....please dont put too much trust in me.i can never escape from being a bad person. i'm not the angel that you see. and i cant give what you deserve. you're just not for me. and dont make me ask for more of you....please....dont make me feel addicted...its just so wrong. we are very FAR apart, we're different. i'm sorry for all the things that i've done to you...
::isnani::