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so sleep alone tonight
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oh!
i think jealousy is arising.
however, i'm not sure if i have the right to feel jealous after what that person did. hmm, i know it looks petty to you, but not to me though.
i mean, all these while, i have been caring for THIS person, making THIS person my 1st priority and all. & THIS person have been like, removing me from her life. i really hate it. replacing me with someone else. OH! i think that is SOOO WRONG! i think i have to agree with another party that, she is really a changed person. & whatever she does, she doesnt put into consideration of other's feelings.
i'm asking myself why she does it. have i done anything wrong?or have i left her with a feeling that i dont care for her anymore?OR she thinks that the other person is better off than me? OR maybe she is just too young to think rationally. she's not matured yet i guess.this thing is just slashing of my self-esteem.
just to let you know about my clear feelings, i just LOVE you the same. that LOVE have never changed and i seriously think that, no one can replace you. however, will you leave me?? i've regarded you as my little sister. and i thought, "air dicincang tak akan putus?"
OH!WHATEVER!
i guess i'm matured enough. not letting those feelings to affect my relationship with her.
heart,say that you forgive her please......
lots of love,
::isnani:: |