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hey hey ho people!
so, the start of the holidays was spent at the clan's place. it was "fun" indeed!what not, i was bullied there. everything they ask me to do. cook, play with them, this, that, a lot lot more!to conclude it, i was like a baby sitter on those 3 days. hee. but i wasnt angry larh kays. I LOVE YOU GUYS to BITS. i guess, living alone without a mum with you feels really miserable, i was glad that i was there to help with the things that "they" are too small to do. babes, dude, u still have me, if there's anything that you need help with, i'm just a phone call away. i hope to bring you guys out, if possible. however, i guess money matters more. pity your mum. should i deplete that idea?i'm not sure. hopefully i can think of something soon, so that i can satisfy both needs (:
 and so, the weather wasnt that good the 1st day i arrived there. nadia was ROARING and EXCITED to play in the rain. i didnt agree with her idea though. cos that was the only sports gear that i have for the 3 days stay. with the next day planned to go for a jog, i cant sacrifice my clothing (:we did went outdoors, however, with an unbrella along, only nadia was in the rain, since she insist. when to go grab some snacks, and headed to one of the blocks to play badminton. it was fun. and nameera had a fun time playing with my "snap snap". yeah, my "snap snap" was the sacrifice for the whole 3 days stay. and i guess, it actually broke down on me the moment i arrived back home. i couldnt transfer the pics into my comp. my access was denied. anybody knows how to help me with this??HELP!!
after we're done with badminton, the clan decided to play in the rain. i stayed in the shelter and snap their pictures instead.you should see how happy they were. i was delighted too. was enlighted by their smiles ((:those are the only pictures that i have during my stay there. i had more, but you know, what is wrong with "snap snap" right?**sigh** last day was disheartening. wasnt feeling good to leave them. heart was feeling very heavy (berat rasa hati). woke up, bought them breakfast with nameera. woke nadia and najib up to brush their teeth while i make tea for them. had breakfast together, made my last check to make sure that i've done what i'm supposed to, a BIG HUG, i mean it's really HUGE, from nameera ( i felt like crying. cos from her hug it was as if she was trying to convey something) and a hug too from nadia with kisses on the cheecks and off i went. and with "BYE kak nur. TA TA. SELAMAT JALAN" from nameera, my heart felt more heavy! i didnt shed tears. however....WOAH! i cant describe the feelings. it just made me realise that, i cant live without them. i treasure them :)) lots of love, ::isnani:: |