school's gonna end soon. and that also mean, another seperation. aint easy, but i'm trying my best to adapt to this system. hate the fact that i get warmed up very slowly. ended up at a losing point. people around me are perfectly fine and they was the bestest gift that i recieve, ever, every semester. you know, having them with me make me forget how lonely i can be. what not, with busy and non-stop commitment, i aint got any time for socializing. and that explains why i'm not attached till now. oh, whatever. stop that.
lately, i've not been able to squeeze my brain juice to think of a brilliant idea, to scribble on this bloggy. not too sure why. maybe life is too boring, that's why. in fact, nothing special happened for the past weeks. days have been real fine.people says that i've been like, smiling always. laugh here, laugh there, but the very fact is, i'm not even sure why i did those things. wasnt i suppose to be feeling down all those times?how did i manage to giggle and smile?oh! i felt very the insane. maybe, emotional imbalance. whatever. down doesnt mean no no to happy, right?
yup yup. that was a little update about me. if only i could video cam the whole experience of mine, it would be great =)
last words from me,
" dunia ini cantik. kenapa? kerana, Allah telah memberikan tugasan yang berbeza-beza untuk membuat dunia ini cantik dan sempurna. kita mungkin telah berusaha dengan gigih untuk mencapai cita-cita, kadang kala kita berjaya, dan kadang kala kita tidak berjaya. lihat lah ia seperti ini. kalau dunia ini penuh dengan orang yang mempunyai pekerjaan yang sama, seperti ustaz, tidak kah dunia ini akan huru hara? dan siapakah akan membuat perkerjaan yang lain, seperti, mencuci dan membersih?ingat lah, bahawa Allah itu maha adil dan ada hikmah disebalik segala apa yang Allah SWT tentukan.bagaimanapun, usaha itu penting. barulah kita serah dan percaya pada qada' dan qadar Allah. renung-renungkan lah :)" - motivasi pagi TV3 (28 jan 2008)
lots of love,
::isnani::