went to the wet market with mum and bro just now. i was grumbling at mum cause bro got to buy his soya milk and i didnt get to buy my listerine! i go like, "why why why??" then she goes," nie untuk adik punya badan lah. kwn die kate kena minum nie, untuk built muscle" i only managed to craft a smile and go, "OH MY!" GAH!

i'm surounded with guys who are trying to bulit their body, in this phase of life now. at home i face with one, out of home and school, i face with two, and in class i face with three or four (this is the 1st time i have this kind of classmates. when asked about what's their interest and past time, the words coming out of their mouths are always, "GYM"). how's that? i'm wondering why. why am i surounded by them? i've never been a fan of people who have broad body and big muscles on them. "agaknye, itu pasal lah die orang sume keliling pinggang aku. padan muka kau isnani!" haha.

i find people with big muscles on them like people comitting sucide. aren't they hurting themselves?hmm...bro have been complaining that he have aches here and there. i dont see the use of him doing all those workouts. its not as if he wont look good without those big muscles on him. in my opinion, peer influence/presure does play a big role in this. teens should be sensible enough to judge things. well, i know i'm no one to talk about this kind of things. as long as they are happy, that's the key to a cheerful life! (((:

come to think of what happened yesterday, do i have a long name? i-s-n-a-n-i. panjang ke? new classmates have been having a hard time pronouncing my name. and they resort to, "is" (which reminds me of my bro, and it do sound like a guy's name.) or even, "nani". waan asked me if i watch soccer. he was trying to tell me that there's this footballer name, "nani". haha! said to him that i was aware of it, and the whole group go like...."hahahahhaaa!" hehee!

oh wells, as long as i still know that the people are calling for me, i wouldnt mind them calling me any names (((:

so long people!

lots of love, ::isnani::