yesterday was one unenjoyable day for me. with me lacking in skills to get all the things done, helpless in helping the team finish up our work, when they needed me the most. did some research but NONE could help me do whatever i should do. i never did understand what the reseach was blabbering about. seems alien to me. tsk! gah!
i'm still asking myself why things turns out that way yesterday. something struck me, but i dont wish to elaborate more here. perhaps i just have to search for the right answer, correct it, and hope that things wont turn out like this again. " tidak akan selamanya diatas, ada kalanya kita akan berada dibawah jua. ku akui semua itu."



just when things went very wrong, a jerk just have to disturb me. boy, that was a very wrong timing. and if this was going to prolong forever, dont ever expect me to speak to you anymore. just stop seeking attention. i'm not like your girlfriend who can always tolerate your nonsense! and let me stress this again. i HATE it when GUYS try to touch me. i say it again, I HATE IT. who are you to do so? unless you're my husband or father or something larh! even if you call yourself BIG or even think that you are some BIG shot, i dont give a damn. seriously. cos in my eyes, you're just like normal human being, just that, your NONSENSE is unbelievable. i just dont understand, why you cant understand that very simple thing(about touching touching girls). it's as if you've never known or learn it at all, or you are trying to be ignorant here. aye? listen up. whatever you like does not mean others like it too. and for the last time, please STOP bothering me! STOP talking to me. STOP asking me questions that you yourself can answer. STOP repeating my name again and again. i've had enough. and if that "SHUT UP" that i say to you yesterday just cant keep your mouth shut, i dont know what more to say. just wait and see. you know what, i just wish that we was not in the same class. never.
since you have a girlfriend, PLEEAASSEE go back to your girlfriend if you need some attention, if you need someone to talk to and oh, if ' tangan dah terasa gatal, sebab "ulat bulu" dah naik atas badan'. PLEEAASSEE go back to your girlfriend. it's only right for you to go back to her if you have problems and not turn to some other girls. Thank you!


guys, just dont be like him. NO girls love guys like that. we just feel insecure and disturbed. siapa yang suka bila kena kacau atau, stalked kan?


okay. i'm done. fuuuhh! lega jiwa. laaapaaanng sangat (((: