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On my 18TH BIRTHDAY
its a mass thing that, when the time comes, and you reach the age of 18 years old, you'll get all excited because basically, everything becomes legal for you and it some sort of like indicate that you're more than a young adult. can be treated better, but of course with bigger responsibility. in other words, people find you more matured and you kind of appreciate that. as a human, who doesnt want to be treated fairly and correctly? this is the age you get all those, i guess.
today, i dont expect myself to write all these stuff. not like how i imagine it to be, at least. it's my 1st time celebrating my birthday (together with my twin) in the month of ramadhan + celebrating it on the 1ST DAY of SCHOOL after 3 weeks BREAK,when it was all along, birthday celebration = HOLIDAYS. i even forgot that today was my birthday.
woke up for 'sahur' with a birthday wish from umi and enlightening sms-es containing warm and well wishes from close friends. kick start the day with a smile, despite the heavy eyes and legs which i've dragged forcefully to school. tuned in to ria fm to cheer myself up a little, with DJ shai and DJ rz's jokes and laughters. little did i know, they no longer host the morning slots anymore. my bad. by the way, Happy Birthday DJ shai! may lots and lots and lots of happiniess surronds you! (:
that aside, sat inside the train for full 30 mins. that's when i kept myself busy with composing a message to reply all past and incoming sms-es from family and friends. walked to school, and made my way straight to class. formed a team with 4 other teammates who've had experience facilitated by the day's facilitator. i saw pleasant faces the moment he steped into the class. but it was the other way round the moment he walked out of the class. he turned out to be a "bad" facilitator. almost half of the class have been faclitated by him before. i chose not to take their comments seriously. afterall, i'm not a 1st impression kind of a person.
hours passed by and it was time for presentation. my team was second and i was the 1st to start of the presentation.
me: " must be included to tell it that php is being used."
he: " who's it that you are refering to? could you explain further? is it, me?"
me: " -____-' i mean, to tell the application that php is being used."
me: "$value and bla and bla and bla are variables to contain $_POST['value']; and bla and bla and bla."
he: " i dont want you to read from what you see. explain what it is doing."
me: inside my heart i go... " no, i've not even finished my sentence. yeah, carry on with what you want to say."
THEM: behind me they go..." eh, say this, say that, talk about this, talk about that. bla bla bla..."
me: " okay wait."
me: " $value and the rest that is on the left is called as variables to contain the stuffs like $POST['value'] on the left. what it is doing is that the stuffs that is in the variable which is $_POST['value'] will retrieve the value that is being input by the user and put it inside the variable."
he shuts his mouth after being satisfied with what i said. the best thing was, every single pair of eyes that's available in class was on me. thank you for watching MY free show. erm, yes i know i'm retarded. smack your forehead girl, for not believing what they've been saying. tsk! i still choose to look at the positive side. mistakes are meant to be learnt from afterall. aint it a good thing that i've made a mistake?hmm.
favourite umi's handmade mee rebus for break fast to celebrate our birthday. had a slice of cake and that's it. that's my birthday. it's that simple. you judge if i've enjoyed my birthday (: that's my day for you. nevertheless, a big THANK YOU to all friends, family, mates and everyone who have messaged me their warm and well wishes! it was very much appreciated! brought a smile on my face at least (((((: and i apologize for the late reply to your messages. aku juga bersyukur yang aku dapat menyambut hari lahirku di bulan yang mulia ini. ya Allah, semoga aku mendapat berkat dan segala barakah pada bulan yang mulia ini. that would have been the best birthday gift ever. Amin! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME (; |