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 basically, that was my weekend (: went over to my cousin's place for open house on saturday. had some personal time to play with my nieces in which i've not met for a long long time, till one of them go like..."dah lama tak jumpe tapi masih ingat nama kite lagi?" -.-' all i could reply her was, "ada satu nelly je yang auntie kenal. mestilah auntie ingat nelly." she just smiled away (; oh, that personal time with them was definitely precious. usually, when i see them, i dont get to talk to them. what not some "play time" with them. i always feel scared to aproach them because there will be soo many people around us. they wouldnt even want to stand beside me. heh. that's normal i guess. kids. too complicated to explain lah. lets carry on. today was fun!went to assyakirin's perjumpaan hari raya. everything that goes around in the auditorium just touches my heart. and it felt oh so great when you get to see the people around you smiling, mingle around with closed ones and feeling happy at the same time. that was enough to make me smile and feel satisfied. alah, i almost cried. especially the part where i salam with almost all the ustazah and asked for forgiveness. that's very typical of isnani. each time there's gathering and time for parting, she'll be the 1st to feeling feeling emo. tsk! i truly love all my teachers. who am i without them? they are just too precious and i hope i've not hurt them in any ways. they are very "mulia" in my eyes. "suci" i should say. rendah rasanya diri ini berbanding dengan mereka. honestly, i feel that they are very special. and i hope to be like them some day. sometimes, i wonder. kenape bnyk sangat orang yg keberatan untuk laburkan duit untuk pendidikan pelajar-pelajar sekolah madrasah? to me, kalau bukan kita yang membantu siapa lagi? kalau bukan kearah kebaikan yg kita melaburkan duit kita, kemana lagi? i'm confused why suddenly this issue have to be brought up. kate orang, melaburkan duit pada orang-orang seperti mereka yang perlukan wang untuk belajar, mereka akan senantiasa mendoakan untuk kita. sekalipun mereka tidak berbuat demikian, semestinya Allah akan membalasnya dengan pahala yang setimpal. bukan sahaja didunia kita mendapat kebaikan, akhirat juga. apa pula isunya sekarang? i'm still wondering. agaknya memang dunia dah nak kiamat. nauzubillah. well, i'm happy to see lots of familiar faces whom i've not chatted with for a long long time. ahh, suddenly i feel the "miss" feeling surrounding me. take for example, NPCC. oh oh oh! i've missed it a lot! when i saw how close the fityan crews were, the activities that they do together, i was reminded of the old times. i would love to be part of them. i've been longing to be masjid youth since, forever but never got a chance to. besides, i dont even know how to. hopefully, HE will show me the way (; "Ya Allah, moga-moga engkau makbulkan doaku. kau berikan lah hanya yang terbaik buatku. Amin."
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