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so sleep alone tonight
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nothing last forever. and that was the last "span of time" we've spent with one another. everything was in place at that point of time. tell me why i am very attached to them? i wonder why even the people whom are damn close to me, whom are by my side each time, umi as an example, are so missed when i get to meet her everyday. nowadays, i love to call back home and make a small chat with umi just to know what she's doing and release my misses. that "difficult to describe feeling" is just there with me each time i get out of home. i wish i could find a cure to it. in simple word, that feeling is killing me. i'm losing my concentration. i'm rushing things just to make sure that i could grab all the opportunities to sit, chit chat, smack here and there, giggle; whatever you call it. and so much for all those efforts. cause i ended up sleeping during those sessions. tsk! that spells to you how tired i get each day. no one day i could spend on sleeping. usually its like 5 hours of sleeping each day. you ask what i do? school and the rest of the day out with the family, or chilling and watching fabulous shows on teevee. so now, i guess, its all about getting enough sleep so that the quality time that i was supposed to grab would be used fully and with that, HOPEFULLY it can remove that "killing" feeling off me. heh. i need my concentration back. i've not been sitting down and mug for 2 of my Understanding Test. mind you, that's 2. make it 3 and i'm sure things will go haywire. grades grades GRADES. the most important thing in my school life. ahh, enough of those. ohhhh, good and wonderful things have been going on around me. all i can say is, "i'm HAPPY for YOU!" and "CONGRATULATIONS!" (((: May more good and wonderful things be blessed upon you; yes,all of you :D
the urge of having car license on hand is increasing. but i still cannot bring myself to it. booohoo! it gives me the chills. heh. makciks, pakciks, ibu, ayah, atok; they are all hunting me down with that question. "when are you going to get your license?" there's definitely a lot of benefits if i could have it in hand. but again, dreams, dreams. i dream high till renting of cars for each family so that we can go for a hoilday trip together. all on me. chey! haha. dream on! heh. but seriously, i dont mind sponsoring. all i need is time to get that license in hand and have enough pocket money in hand too. so, the moral of the story is, "doakan lah, semoga "nur" murah rezeki, kuat semangat untuk pergi ambil driving test. Lepas tu, kita semua bleh pergi holiday sama-sama, insyallah!" ((((; let me share one quote to end this post, "nikmat memberi itu tidak boleh diungkap dengan kata-kata. Kalau kita memberi, nescahaya, insyallah, akan ada lebih banyak lagi pulangannya daripada apa yang kita beri" (: |
