tsk!tsk!tsk! my presentation is in like, 8 days time, and i've yet to get done with my poster. how how how???? my heart is like thumping hard already, and getting in the process of this makes me realise that i dont even have enough materials to include inside the poster for presentation. another one more bigggg TSSKK!!

too much unsettled things in my mind right now and i cant focus. the "cannot convey what i want to say" problem is with me once again. and oh! i find it soooo disturbing! especially when the topics for each module are difficult this week. how to clarify my doubts when things are like that? nowadays i just sit in class, do whatever i can and smoke my way through when questions are posted to me. i dont really understand what the difficult terms are trying to say. you think they are having the same syndrom as me also? LOL! hehs. team mates even say this "wah! i've never heard anyone calling themselve SLOW before. hehehehee!" yeah, i even said that to myself. keep on harping that i'm having difficulties to convey what i want to say. i hope they understand my situation though. the most pathetic thing is, i cant even get the joke that they was trying to share! and oh! my action towards it is like sooo funny and stupid lah. grrrrrrr. you should come and see what it is like. hah! "wa manyak soli hor kawan!" :'s

oh wells, lets get back to work!

wish me luck people...

"Ya Allah, kau berikan lah hamba mu kekuatan dan moga moga hamba mu dapat menyelesaikan tugas nya dengan sempurna dan mudah. Ya Allah, hanya padamu ku berlindung. please make this "thing" stop soon, because i seriously think that i'm far from you. i want to get myself back on the track soon. if possible now, so that i can carry out the responsibility you've made compulsary on me. honestly, i've missed you. masya'allah. please increase my iman, dear Allah. thank you (:"