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 oh gosh. i feel very very awful deep inside. dad just had to cancel the KL trip that my aunt and family have planned months back on purpose due to a very very very unreasonable reason. that resulted into mum & me making the decision not to go since we cant possibly stay in a room where there will be only 2 person occupying it. we feel that it is such a waste. and tell me, is it a good or a bad thing now that the KL trip was canceled on purpose, since we're now facing a BIG money crisis? the oven and gas stove decided to break down on us recently and mum is having a big big problem with that since our daily income depends a lot on them. that alone, would have cost us $1,100.
yes, i can tag along with my aunt's family. but i choose not to, due to the reasons above and a few others. partly because bro too, badly wanted to go for this KL trip. but he cant tag along due to school comitments. and he cant possibly skip school. mum feels very very uncomfortable and worried to leave bro alone in singapore. so, since there's no one in the family whom are interested or even have the time to go, might as well i dont go too. one for all, all for one. that's fair i guess. now comes the main agenda of this post. mr & mrs muhamed, mr najib, miss nadia, miss nameera, thousands of apologies because my family had to cancel the trip at the very last minute. we're really am very sorry. it feels shitty cause i had to do this to you guys. but i hope you guys could understand my situation okay? its a sad thing for me too, but i had to follow the flow. at times, its not up to us to decide. have lots and lots of fun over there alright? send my regards to the eye on malaysia in which is one of the places i've been longing to go to :( oh wells. people always say, look on the bright side of life. on the 22nd and 23rd of november, assyakirin's organizing camp cum qiam. which is like a "WOOOOOHOOOO!!!" news for me. like finally! there's something to cheer me up (: since i'm not going for the KL trip, i've decided to put all the savings i have on this activity instead. at least i know i got somewhere to go to. you see, i've been telling myself that from the 19th to 23rd nov, i can like switch my brain to holiday mode, and now that everything is canceled, i can never change it back! tsk. camp, qiam, here i come! and please, dont say that it will be canceled too. i've been longing for this. i'm all set and geared for it. i sure have miss going to camps. i miss doing all the vigorous activities like amazing race, camp, high element and a lot lot more. sing-a-long and hiking especially (: by the way, Anuar Zain is holding a concert here,this saturday. is there any one out there who wants to sponsor me the tics? :D |