urrrgghh! urggghh! i'm not supposed to be here right now. really. i had the chance to change everything, but i chose not to follow what my heart says. why i love to care about others when it totally wont work out for me? great. thanks to that, i'm stucked here.

my heart's not where it should belong to, right now. ironically, my body is here but my soul flew of together with nameera, nadia, najib, mak teh & cik mat. my eyes are screening the oh so wonderful scenes in which i should be experiencing right now. ice creams, teevee, shopping, hotel, swimming, roller coaster, FOOOOD. tsssssskkkkk!

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YES! I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THERE RIGHT NOW. I'M FEELING VERY FRUSTRATED!!!

oh well, there's only one thing which could cure this...shopping spree! however, i dont have "time" to grant me this. another, tssssk! tempted to skip class though. aiyaaa!

on another note, i've been feeling uneasy. like something bad is bound to happen. it's soo unpredictable. i'm filling myself with all possibilities and make sure that i'm wary of everything going on around me. muhamed's family is the priority since they're the furthest from me right now. praying hard that they will have a smooth journey back home, insyallah! please say that everything is fine...nauzubillah. "Ya Allah, kau peliharalah semua kaum keluargaku dan sahabat-sahabatku. Berikan yang terbaik buat mereka. Amin."

money, money come to me please?? :))))