Selamat Pengantin Baru buat Mahadir & Anisah (((:

Well, it was a 3 days event but my stay there was extended till yesterday which made it 4 days. honestly, she was gorgeous. both of them suits one another very well. with that marriage, one more added member to the Y&R inc family. alhamdulillah. i'm happy for you both. "siape lagi lepas nie?". we're all playing the guessing game and pointing to one another. you know, it's blissful seeing people getting married. hmm, i wonder who's next (:

i cant thank HIM more, now that all of my cousins ( those who've got married) get wonderful people as their partners. alhamdulillah! "semoga semua ahli keluargaku yang lain juga mendapat pasangan yang baik baik dan perkahwinan mereka medapat keredhaan dan keberkatan Allah SWT, insyallah. AMIN."


"it made me feel cruel. i'm all confused. honestly, i dont have the reason why. maybe it's just plain procastination. i dont know what's yours and i dont seemed to be clear of mine too. i had dreams. but who would it be to realize it? my heart says it's not going to go far. but what are you trying to tell me? i know i'm harsh. but i had to. does it work? i'm not sure. as of now, judging from the situation, there's still no reaction. there's nothing more i could say except for, sorry cos i had to do this to you. maybe it wont last forever, cause i dont know how long more i could hang on. it's never easy when you have to hurt a person's heart/feelings. for now, i dont want to break the barrier just yet. let me do some soul searching. if how i'm doing is all you need to know, i am doing fine here.


take care."

i'll end this post with a quote which is currently lingering around me - "at times, things doesnt go the way you want it to be."
that's why i prefer to leave it to HIM cause i know he knows best. Allah, please grant me the strength. I only have you. Syukran (:


take care all ((;