edited on: 27 Jan 2009


current obsession: kau pergi jua - dinodi

i've got no reasons for that eh. haha. it strucked me the moment i got out of bed. maybe because i watched too many youtube videos on 'jiwang' songs sung by fabulous groups/bands, while having a conversation with a friend last night. i got to know them during raya bonanza 2008. boy, i should say they're great. they compose good songs. if you guys have the time, you should check them out. 'rockpakmat' and 'winst band'. not bad at all. just showing my support to them (:


school holiday started 3 days ago. And i've started to do lots of things. C.H.A.N.G.E.S to be exact. i'm beginning to add one more principle to my life. in which, each day should be different. i told myself, tomorrow cannot be the same as today. and today cannot be the same as yesterday. i just hope that each changes that i'm making to myself can become a habit and that i could come out with a new habit each day. fyi, they are making me busy every second. aint wanna get bored. on a random note, i'm enjoying myself going on a walk to sheng shiong with umi. hee. very very fun! what not with the fresh and live fishes/prawns always happy with joy doing their 'stunts'. i'm thrilled by them! haha :D


as of now, my life seems to be revolving around youth A.L.I.V.E. maybe because there aint any other important stuff to take care of other than Y.A. i've a project on hand and i've been enjoying myself communicating with the rest of the clan, doing the project at the same time. it's soo much fun! i love doing team work! it's very very different from what i'm experiencing in RP but definitely a good skill that i've acquired in RP to be used in Y.A ((:
it seems like we are enjoying each and every one's company and we're trying to make things work and get the bond closer. soo...hmm, i'm excited about this. haha. but i hope it doesnt go wrong in a way or another. maybe they are like little brothers and sisters to me. i love being entertained by their jokes and antics. cute i should say. hehe. considering that i only have one brother in which is also of the same age. so, the Y.A clan are great as brother and sister companion :DD

ahhh, i love they way my life is right now. i'm contented and i couldnt ask for more! (:

but life without test is...kind of worrying for me. orang kata, "kalau kita senantiasa diuji, bermakna ALLAH itu ingat pada kita". "Ya ALLAH, janganlah engkau terlepas pandang pada hambamu yang satu ini. sesungguhnya, cobaan engkau pada diriku mengingatkan diriku padamu selalu. maka aku redha jika engkau mendugaku. kau kuatkan lah iman ku Ya ALLAH. AMIN."


however, i must say that....life feels different! very different. i guess it's enough if i'm the only one who knows about it. but whatever it is, i know that it is still for the best. wee~~~ ((((;


nights all!


salams (: