so much happenings too little time.


summary to what's been happening:


- RP Open House 2009. " passed the bench mark since i managed to learn something, gain some experience and know more people. however, given another chance, i would give it a second thought."


- No title. " i wonder what pleasure you guys find in doing all those stuffs. I had late nights which made me sleepy in class. It made a huge 'whole' in umi's pocket. I got frustrated and felt like giving it all up. I tried to make everything 'right'(is it? maybe yes to the world. gah!) . You know, like making myself 'normal' like everyone out there. However i just cant seem to be able to do it. soo not me. I do hope that whatever i am doing is right and does not go against the rules though. 'Ya Allah, move my heart if whatever i'm doing is wrong. nauzubillah.' and i'm still deciding whether or not to move on. However, i'm already plunging myself into it. How how how?? tsk. out of a sudden i thought, the old times are coming back to me. i feel suffocated. it doesnt suits me :( "


- Youth A.L.I.V.E. "i felt alive again! oh. there's 1001 reason to why i should feel so. knowledge, cliques, teachers, new friends...what more could i ask for? alhamdulillah ((((;" Note: your unpublished previous post!


- little did you know that you are the root of all problems. "Ya Allah, give him the strength, instill and stregthen the 'iman' in him.Grant him tranquility but in your desired way, Allah. Amin."


oh wells, practically i'm dead tired. both physically and mentally. one word. SLEEP. i need that badly. i hope to put an end to everything that has been happening. urrrghhh. contradictions. "lu, lu. lu pikir lah sendiri." tsk!


updates soon! :x