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so sleep alone tonight
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 busy as a bumble bee. yes i am. my diet have been all about cakes cakes and CAKES for the past 3 days. very very bad? yes i know. but i cant help it! :X i've been doing experiments on cakes lately. and i've come to a conclusion. Orange Sujee Cake, it is. for cousin's big day! :D i'm feeling very exhausted. i dont even have time for myself. in 1 second, several things can happen. and i'm not able to catch up. at times, i'm lost. "what happened a minute ago?". worst still, i dont even realise that my body is changing. aiyayayayayaayyy! :X i miss doing the stuffs that i love most. reading novels & books, listen to the radio, photography and a lot more things in which i do when i'm stress/problem free. you know, these negative things obstructs me from growing and performing well. hmm, i've realised that my brain's performance is deterioriating. i'm not aware of what's happening and often, things have to be repeated again and again. i have to listen attentively, to make sure that i do what i'm supposed to. i stare into space most of the time. oh, there's lots of things to think about! not that life is hectic, but things going on around me bothers me a lot. ahh, family matters is definitely taxing. but i hope things will be fine soon, and that i could see a bright "light" at the end of it. there's no point running away from it. insya-allah, i will manage. as of now, i've yet come out with a solution. let's pray hard Allah will help me on this. thank god, i dont have to think about school, just yet. "Ya Allah, semoga aku diberi ketenangan hati, jiwa & minda. begitu juga buat ibu, ayah, adik, kaum keluarga, sahabat, guru & jiran jiran. aku akur bahawa semua kejadian ada hikmah disebaliknya. kau tunjuk kan lah kepada kami jalannya. sesungguhnya, engkau tahu apa yang terbaik buat hamba mu. Amin." hmm, i dont wanna bother my mind about unnecessary stuff. dont wanna overload it. hmm, more and more wonderful days to come, insya-allah! :DD |