edited on 15 February 2009.

yesterday me and a few of youth A.L.I.V.E clan attended a seminar related to Islamic Civilisation. a perfect way of spending the day. it might be a bit "heavy" for us youth, but i'm sure there's something that we can gain out of it. being able to spend the day with one another and doing something meaningful was more than enough for me. dont ask me why. it cant be described (:
the seminar some sort of like gave me this motivation to do a little something. lets say that, time should not be put to waste. "ilmu"! :D



the boys in the clan was so obsessed with the food. they said it was finger licking gooooood! haha. i didnt have any of it though but from the sight of it, i understand what you guys mean. hehe. after the guys had their so called dinner and a small discussion with Ustaz, we went our seperate ways. hmm, 2 more week to go to 1st of march. what a drag. i cant wait to kick start another new module. now, i'm left to think about plans on how to spend my precious weekends. insya-allah, i will try to make it beneficial for myself (:



oh, you might ask how was my experience as a "bibik"? hehe. it was all fine, except that it was tiring! haha. a very very nice and fulfilling experience (:
like what all bibik(s) would do when they leave their sir/ma'am 's place, i too couldnt refrain myself from shedding tears after sending nameera for her tuition. after which, i made my way home. that warm hug and "thank you" was...oh so beautiful! thank YOU, nameera! you will forever be the queen of my heart :D

why i said it was a fulfilling experience? cos it feels like becoming a full time housewife! haha. i had to be independent in whatever i do. i used all skills that i've gained from home (cheh cheh! skill pe? hehe!). and did some unexpected things. i did the cooking for one whole week ( it was a great achievement! alhamdulillah, i cooked using my instincts. no no, umi didnt help me. and it was fun! except for some panic moments. but i managed! (((: ) ,vacuumed the house for 4 days straight( this was extra-ordinary. haha! cos i seldom vacuum my own home! hehe. most of the time i just sweep the floor. but what to do, i felt very bored! so instead of sweeping, i decided to vacuum. ahh, CLEAN! ((: ), washed the toilet, ironed the parents and kids uniforms for work and school (this was also extra-ordinary! haha. cos most of the time, abi is the one who iron my clothings :D ) and some washing & folding of the clothings. did i mention, i had to become a tuition teacher to nameera too?? haha. this one, seriously. i wasnt of much help. on the 1st day, i decided to ask for a friend's help. and he helped me with everything. good with A maths mah :D wahh, maths these days are really really difficult! she's only primary 6, and the maths is grueling! i only managed to just listen and write the answers down, without understanding them that is! we worked on it till 11.30 pm and i decided to stop. the rest was all in bed and i couldnt hold my eyes any longer. thanks for the favour, Zul! (:
and the consequtive days, i tried to work it out on my own. managed to do some but left most of it blank. but hey, it's the effort that counts! hehee.

and you guys know what? the picture above, of me and my twin brother? bro put it as his handphone wallpaper while i was away, secretly. heeeee! awwwwww! that's very very sweet okay! :D
umi accidentally came across it. only managed to see it after my isyak prayers. it was changed right after! hehe. he kept asking for me every single day. love YOU, bro! ((((;


to sum it all up, i'm happy to be back at HOME SWEET HOME (:


i've missed my HOME, UMI, ABI & BROTHER a LOT. ada hikmah disebalik segala-galanya. alhamdulillah & thank YOU, Allah, for that short span of time. it was precious and meaningful (((: