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 picture credits to: http://hamkahatta.deviantart.com/art/Sunset-Walk-46218274 i'm all over the place now. there seems to be lots of unsettled task that needs my immediate attention. however, they seems to be 'misplaced' and nowhere to be found. what i'm trying to say is, i'm beginning to become forgetful. eeekss. somebody help! i'm panicking :X i dont know, but i think, week 6 of school is just not my week. and one day before the school holiday starts, i'm already feeling exhausted. like suuupeeer exhausted. veryy worned out. to the extend where, i actually stare at my computer screen blankly the moment UT starts. nothing runs in my mind. for the fact that i spent a few hours on studying the 6Ps, its really depressing to bump into that kind of situation. maybe, i'm not studying smartly? perhaps, perhaps. zaidah said, "dah nak end skolah pon masih kasi pressure lagi ke?". i feel her, i feel her. yeah, you can say that i'm feeling down. my heart's feeling very uneasy. it's not at ease. i think the heart's crying. i was hoping that i could literally cry, at least i would feel better. nah, the tears aint wanna fall no matter how hard i try. i need that 'therapy' badly. i need to be ok soon. real soon. come people, come. make me cry. it would do me good (: hmm, i'm beginning to make sleeping as my daily activity in the train now, on my way back home. the head throbs. the eye's heavy. yes yes, i know i need a break. soon enough, i hope. i wanna watch movies badly. monster VS alien. night at the museum 2. do i have the time? i plan to watch it alone. what a loner. pfft. someone offered to watch it with me though ( you know who you are :) ) , insya-Allah, insya-Allah. ahh, Thank You ((: i owe 2 friends my time( wait. i think i have more than that. double the eeks!). shall make up for it during the school holidays. if i have any that is. since, FYP = busy. :X on another note, tomorrow's gonna be another wonderful wonderful day with the Y.A clan. now, can you imagine how excited i am right now? ;D 0700-1030pm date. just perfect. ohh, i saw the sun set on the way back home just now. magnificent view, masya-Allah. a perfect way to end my day. it perks me up, alhamdulillah (: "you know, the emo me shouldnt be plastered as the impression you have on me. this is just one of the down moments of mine. smile smile macam 'kerang busuk' is even better than sad sad afterall. sad sad is soo not me. i mean, i dont want it to be a part of me. i've had enough of it in the past. and i aint want it to continue anymore. i want a change. i ASSUME that your 1st impression on me was 'smile smile' and not 'sad sad'. so yeah, let it stay as that. i hope to 'smile smile' forever and ever. no, going through life is not easy. but i choose to look at it positively even though i complain a lot. i have my way to make all the negative to become positive. so please, stop worrying about me alright? it pains me to know that there's people worrying about me. i hate to trouble people. that's double the load. like i say, i'm independent & i'm able to self-motivate myself. so, no worries. Thanks friend, for being there! SMILE SMILE! :DDD" regards, isnani
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