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n isnani ms .loves Allah . fond of Yellow & Purple. needs Fityan Assyakirin. Family,Friends,Educators,Love - My Heartbeat. |
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I LOVE THEM, VERY VERY MUCH! ;DDD
(editted on 5th July 2009) well, plenty of things happened. in less than a week. dugaan is all it spells to me (: the experience of being diagnosed as a H1N1 suspect was wooow, amazing but at the same time, scary. it was a 1st time to almost everything. 1st time to an ambulance ride. 1st time to be admitted to the hospital. 1st time to be quarantined. 1st time to be affected by hmm, as of now i can say a deadly, virus. since 1 person died in china. 5 hours. it was enough. enough of being part of the H1N1 chaos and stuff. what an experience. ahh, it made me think of death. it made me feel worried. it made me feel scared. it made me feel suffocated. it made me feel bored. it made me feel lonely. but at the same time, treasured too. alhamdulillah for those people. thank YOU for being by 'my side' all 5 hours. thank YOU for keeping me entertained. thank YOU for all the care and concern. thank YOU for the encouraging words. and oh! for getting worried sick too. haha. "NISA! :p" ahh, when i thought that it was the end (: 8.02pm. heartbeat started to become stable after being abnormal or rather, after beating faster than usual. fever went away. was delighted to hear, "you can be discharged" (: maxi cab to send me off home. it was, COOL! "Sir, Thank YOU for that good service" (: continued to be quarantined till the next day. 3pm, "your results is negative!" :D "so does it means that i dont have to be quarantined anymore?" ** with high hopes** "yeah! you can lead your life as per normal!" ;DDD ** jumped for joy!!!** was only out of home @ approx 8pm. met 3 wonderful girls! Nisa, Khalisah & Seri ice cream, sprite, cookies, MOON & STARS! PERFECT! one dream of mine was accomplished. star gazing @ rooftop. blissful. great company. THANK YOU GIRLS! ;DDDD 10.34pm. one msg received. "Pls be informed that you are on LOA with effect from today, as you have been in contact with a H1N1 case. Pls STAY AT HOME" hopes, shattered :( i was being quarantined all over again. :( As of 5th July 2009. time check: i've been quarantined for aprrox 5 days 8 and 1/2 hour. i'm emotionally unstable. mostly grumpy. errr, mood swing? i feel like crying. i feel like going out. but i just cant. for the safety of everyone. :( I NEED TO GO OUT BADLY, in order to be fine all over again. :(( hmm, like i told you, plenty of things happened. it did not end there. but yeah. i shall not story it here. closed ones would understand. its too depressing. :X "dugaan, dugaan, duagaan" redha akan ketentuan-Nya 'Allah tidak akan memberi dugaan yang berat untuk kamu mengatasi' i believe that (: errr, yeah. you saw it right. I MISSS SCHOOL :(( and i dont want to go through all this, again. one note: please take good care of yourself if you dont want to go thru this alright? take care lovely people! (: "FITYAN ASSYAKIRIN BOLEEEEHHHHH!!!!" ;DDD |