well i guess its time to update this blog again. no? cos practically, i've been updating it. just that i "fail" to post it. and i suppose i cant deny that having a blog does do wonders! yes? no? hahs. not that i dont have someone to talk to, there's plenty (terima kasih! :D) just that, at times, its best to just keep things to yourself. and..ohh ooh! when that happens, the heart just feels, oooo, not at its best condition. booohoo! :p



at times, things just doesnt go your way. when you hope for the best. when you hope that everything will go smoothly for you. "it" have not been a smooth ride. much more complicated then what i've experienced before this. lots of thoughts came in mind. at times, i wish i can just give up. easier said than done i suppose. its painful. too painful. i wish we can compromise some things and come to a conclusion. at times, i wish i can express things freely. when "takpe" & "nevermind" dont have to enter the frame. and people say "truth hurts". i aint want that to happen. some said, "you dont have to always think about others. you have to think about yourself too". but what is my happiness if others dont achieve theirs? perhaps we are strangers now. perhaps things can never be like what is used to be. i dont know. yeah, it does feels different. it might be because of what i've said before this. just trust me, i do have my reasons to it. every friendship will always be precious to me. too valuable. i just hope for the best. "happy happy selalu (:"



i guess i'm done here. will update again when i have the time, insya-Allah. in the meantime, take care ;)



"Whoever exercises patience, then Allah will make him patient."



MALAYSIA BOLEH! :D