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and they call me, "Iay!" .
 and i ended my 2009 with these few people in the picture. just Awesome! ;)i shall just skip my lunch for this post. it's way too good than food to fill the tummy i suppose (: i know i'm prolly a bit too late to post about this, but i cant skip it because it concerns the people i truly treasure and love most. i cant possibly remember what exactly happened in 2009. but i'm very sure that it was filled with equal bits of sweet and bitter moments. i enjoyed every single one of it and 2009 was sure the peak of my life. foolishness, selfishness, being ridiculous and whatever not, almost made the word "family" lost its existence in my dictionary of life. But i suppose, with perserverance, efforts & patience, it still stayed strong. And i'm proud of each family member. i thank You for all the efforts made, and i thank Allah for all the rezki, health and most importantly, iman, he bestowed upon us. we can never have got through this without Him. it's Him, it's Him who brought us back together, Alhamdulillah :) FYP, being the hardest thing to cope with in life. i almost lost hope in myself. almost gave up. those late nights, it was the worst nightmare ever. can never describe what it's like, but i definitely never wanna repeat the same process again. its never good. never never good. so future RPian(s) taking FYP, better work hard for it. and try to persevere no matter what happens. You know you Can! :) thank you to the wonderful people who stayed by my side through out the darkest days. making sure that things are smooth for me. thank you for the word of encouragement, the pat on the shoulder, it sure did wonders to me. YOU are WONDERFUL and a TRUE friend indeed! you know who you are ;)) but one thing's for sure, 2009 brought me closer. closer to something that i've dreamed about since forever. a tiny winy resolution for the year(2009),which then turned out into something overwhelming. something that is exciting, in which i never regret "falling" into. its all nothing but, Fityan Assyakirin. it means nothing but, Allah. Being able to be close to them, to the mosque, brought me closer to Allah. And i thank You Allah, for the path & guidance, and for Fityan Assyakirin for being the 'utusan' Allah sent me :) well, they was the bestest thing happened in life. the best people i ever wanted to be with. the laughters, the smiles, the tickles, the pin down, the hugs, the jokes and many many wonderful things that we've shared together as Fityan Assyakirin, that was the most brilliant thing happened in life. Thank You for always being there for me. Thank You for all the support. Thank You for all your care and concern. I hope to have another blasting year with you people. let's stay strong together and insya-Allah we will bring Fityan Assyakirin to a greater height. Fityan Boleh! ;) 80% smiles, 20% frowns ; it have been a superb ride. i thank Allah, for having you (: Me; i believed i became a better person. but with plenty of things within me to mend & correct. Billions of Thanks to Allah for what i am now. i believe, if it was not because of the 'hidayah' He bestowed me on one fine day (in which i'm not sure when), i'm sure i'll not be what i am now. life definitely feels much more meaningful. much more peaceful. though i do feel lost at times, but i know i only have Him to depend on for directions. And i only have Him to turn to, to get on track again. Syukran Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah. i wish for 2010 to be filled with many many more meaningful events, a meaningful addition to life. nothing but, closer to the one and only; Allah S.W.T. insya-Allah. "Adil, bukan Zalim." that's my resolution. AminYaRabbal'alamin. Happy New Year people! Have a great year ahead ;D "cintai seseorang kerana ALLAH. sayangi seseorang kerana ALLAH. kasihi seseorang kerana ALLAH. menjalani sesuatu hubungan kerana ALLAH. hidup kerana ALLAH. mati kerana ALLAH. makan kerana ALLAH. minum kerana ALLAH. ibadah untuk ALLAH. buatlah semuanya KERANA ALLAH. sebab kita manusia diturunkan ke dunia ini untuk manjalani hidup KERANA ALLAH, beramal ibadah utuk ALLAH."
this post was completed on , 06 January 2010. with love, isnani (: |